I thought I would meet a cruel, painful end, and while I went through all my tests and mentally prepared for surgery I realised I was fine with it. I didn’t want to die, for who would? But I was OK. I did not fear it, I feared for my loved ones, but I did not fear for myself and that gave me strength.
This event also reinforced my belief that a problem that can be solved with money is not a problem but a cost so I’ll make sure that the cost can be borne when needed.
I am but a part of nature, and like all things, I too will have my season, but not yet.